i am so tired. i called in sick to work today. i really wasnt feeling good and i had forensics districts. i think i did fairly well. i dont know if i made regionals till tonight though when i call my coach cause i left early cause i was feeling pretty crappy. i feel nauseous.

iate some chicken pot pie and subway and im about to go throw up the subway. it was too much on my tummy.

i have too much going through my head right now. about so much. im so filled with worry and i think i need to let it all go and pray but for some reason its not something i want to do.

i havent been feelin myself lately. i got in a huge fight with my yearbook and newspaper advisor today. i cant stand her. she makes me want to scream. we got in a straight up bitch fight. im going to the board of education if she doesnt get removed. shes so direspectful and i wont let anyone take that from her.

but idk. just not myself.